As I’ve said time and time again a challenge isn’t always
easy. And yesterday was pretty hard as my guy broke up with me. I’m devastated
but at times like these I always finding writing helps. Last time a guy broke
up with me I wrote an episode of my web series within 90 minutes of him dumping
me. I guess it’s always good to put things in writing.
So my guy’s name is Matt C and I met him in November
and he is great, we always had fun, I got on with his friends and family and I
was always excited to see him. It wouldn’t be fair on him to explain his side
of things, but ultimately after 6 months, he could no longer see me.
I love him, and I think what hurts the most is that it was
nothing about us that was wrong, it was his past that he couldn’t escape. If
only Doc and Marty McFly’s time machine was real!
I hope one day in time he can move on from his past and
maybe we can get back together, but that is the chick flick way of thinking
which does no good. He wrote a lovely letter saying that I shouldn’t sell
myself short, I’m worth 100 times more than I think I am and I’m one of the
most considerate, creative and caring girls he has met. So I’ll try and go forward
with my head held high, but it won’t be easy.
So if you're reading this Matt, I hope your past doesn’t have
such a strong hold on you one day, and I hope you can be truly happy like you
deserve.
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